Thursday, August 26, 2010

Life is a lemon and I want my money back

"Life is a lemon and I want my money back".

Yes!i want my money back!!Nothing ever goes right, and thats the only cetainty! What we promise ourselves for our future,we seldom get.Rather,most of the times,its the exact opposite!Life,this ever-phasing life, is a "one big" Paradox. Its always taking you to places, you never want to go to;always putting you in situations, you despise the most;always causing problems;the closer you think you are to your aspirations,the further you get!!You Want something and you get everything but that thing !!Paradox!!
Look at it this way.You go to a second-hand "car bazaar" .You find the car of your dreams.A sleak ,stylish,beautiful Mercedes!!"WoW!!"You say. Love at first sight.You take out "15 Lakhs" n u buy the Beauty! It's yours!"Yes!My first Mercedes!Woohoo!".You slowly put the keys and turn on the ignition, it doesn't start.You try again,it doesnt start! You get out and you lift the hood.Bang!!Your dreams are shattered.There's no engine!!haha!!You've been Bamboozled! What do you do now??!! You ask for your money back!! "I want my money back!!This car is junk,A white-lie !" That's exactly how life is "A white-lie"! It's a Lemon and I want my money back!!
Aspirations,Friends,Love,Family,Happiness,Sorrow,Hate,Satisfaction nothing is guaranteed! The only permanent thing in life, is Change. Every moment ,You try an align yourself towards a change ,at that very moment,another occurs and you have to Re-align.The process is never ending.
You need your money back?!! Well, You will have to take it back yourself.Take control instead of being controlled.Be the Master of yourself,of your fate.Always stay one step ahead of life,Change faster than change itself,Never give up,Keep going,Keep trying,Always come out on top,Never be satiated,Don't lose the hunger of getting more.This life is a never ending struggle,a race in which the finish line is "happiness". Always stay head to head with your life,with the adverse situations you face ;And, a day will come when you would ultimately Win! You would be the master of your Fate! that would be the day when ,you would truly be worthy of asking your money back, and you would get much more than just "your money" back!

"Life is a lemon and I want my money back":)

Monday, July 19, 2010

A new phase.....

ah!!! i m in a decent MBA college doing what MBA students do !! it was always a dream of mine to land up in a place like this n i do mean it (m not being sarcastic!!) ever since i completed 3 weeks in my Comp. engg. ,i knew i had to do MBA...this is not for me,bloody boring senseless coding, hackneyed routine, slave labour...nah!! not me!!! me... i m supposed to manage people,make people do work, "order" them ... yea!!that's me alright!!! MBA is the thing for me... n now i m doing MBA!!!
i had always heard from frenz,doing MBA is not a cakewalk like doing engineering...n now i'd like to say that i definitely agree with them. I have to do pre -reads everyday,case studies,assignments.. n then u also gotta keep urself updated with all the relevant info,be regular,be attentive...sheesh!!! but seriously, if u ask me,i m enjoying all this work,this keeping busy-not getting free time- kinda schedule...it makes me think that i am doing something,and all this will help me in a big way,believe me when i say that i dint do a single assignment myself in the 4 yrs of engg. n now i m doing all my assignments myself!!! even i m surprised to see the level of change in myself at times!!whats the reason of this sudden paradigm shift?!! well,if i had to answer that question(i know i m the only one qualifies to do so too) ,i would say its because of the sense of responsibility that i now "recognize"!it was always there deeply hidden in my head during my under graduation n now during my post graduation it has come out of hiding..that thought that u have to be successful in life mostly for urself,to fulfill ur desires,ur dreams and also to get that pride instilled in u ,the one which enables u to face ur family and the society...
what i do hope ,is that this course enables me to be what i aspire to be... i knw it needs a lot of effort and i m ready to give it more then i have....
also,i'd just like to state that i m lucky to have landed up among such good friends,the food here is awesome,the seniors r awesome ,the facilities r also awesome(to some extent:p) ,the lecturers r also good n i dont miss my family that much... so i m gonna enjoy this new phase o my life n i hope it takes me to the place i have fancies being at...
ciao:D